Musicality
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| "You need to work on your musicality." |
1: sensitivity to, knowledge of, or talent for music
2: the quality or state of being musical : melodiousness
Well, I’ve always considered myself a musical person (with lots of melodiousness), have always been sensitive to, knowledgeable about, and have been considered to be talented by many in terms of music. But I always had a hard time expressing that through movement.
Even when I used to do musical theater, I never considered myself a “triple threat” since I didn’t feel all that confident with the choreography which usually led me to bump into someone or step on someone’s foot. Anyone who has ever been with me on stage in a musical can confirm that. I guess I had no musicality because even though I was hearing the music and could sing the music, I couldn’t feel the music in a way that allowed me to interpret it with movement. Does that make sense?
Anyway I’ve now been in this class for almost 2 months. I am much more familiar with the warm-ups and many of the movements have come back to me. I feel less concerned with re-learning the movements and I think that allowed me to focus more on the actual music that was playing, because I happened to catch a glimpse of myself in the mirror and I looked much more graceful! My toes seemed to point more, my hands looked prettier, my arms were less floppy looking…dare I say that I almost looked like a dancer? I think I actually might have a smidgen of musicality now!
Now I know I am not there yet, not by a long shot. But I am definitely enjoying it more and am feeling less self-conscious and awkward. I’d even say that I am past the baby giraffe stage and am on to another creature of the savannah. Not a leaping gazelle yet, but maybe some kind of cat. A serval, perhaps? I don’t know.Oh, and by the way…
Anyone who thinks that dancers aren’t athletes or that dancing isn’t hard work is sorely mistaken. Check out the bruises on my knees from the part of the routine that is on the floor:
Oddly, I have more bruises now than I did in the beginning…I think that is because I am actually starting to do things correctly and without fear if that makes any sense. I had bruises from my last class and actually felt them as I was getting them. This time, I was so focused on the music and my dancing that I didn’t even realize until this morning that I had bruises again. Could it be that extra adrenaline comes with newfound musicality?
Anyway, remember I said last time that I thought I might regret not doing the recital in June as we get closer to it? I already regret it. I think I could have done it. Oh well. I’m not big on regret so I’m just going to focus on learning the rest of the routine and dancing it as well in class as I would have on stage in the recital. Then, next year I will rock it out on stage. With bells on. Or sparkles.
*Image 1 from Reality TV Magazine, image 2 from Catsg.org.

